anthem


Help me, it’s like the walls are caving in
Sometimes I feel like giving up
But I just can’t
It isn’t in my blood

Laying on the bathroom floor, feeling nothing
I’m overwhelmed and insecure, give me something
I could take to ease my mind slowly
Just have a drink and you’ll feel better
Just take her home and you’ll feel better
Keep telling me that it gets better
Does it ever?
Help me, it’s like the walls are caving in
Sometimes I feel like giving up
No medicine is strong enough
Someone help me
I’m crawling in my skin
Sometimes I feel like giving up
But I just can’t
It isn’t in my blood
Heartsick
Most of last week I was unable to walk without extreme pain. Pinched sciatic nerve with muscle weakness in both legs. By Friday I thought I was losing my mind. I started taking Ibuprofen on Wednesday, every 4 hours. I can walk without much trouble now (it’s Monday). The last few months it seems like if it’s not a migraine, it’s my spine or my hips. Lots of pain. I’m staying positive, but with each flare up I feel a darkness closing in on me… not giving up, just very tired and need some help. Sharing helps. Asking for help, helps.