April 2020 desktop wallpaper

How are we all doing? Seriously, how are you feeling? Any symptoms? Hopefully you are very well, sitting in your home safe watching your plants grow. The baby and I are healthy. Her Daddy is a truck driver so we only see him a few days every 4-5 weeks. He is somewhere in Oregon right…

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moving mountains

You have no idea (or maybe you do) how difficult it is for me not to post a HUGE “whoa is me, I’m so tired/lonely/afraid/sick/in over my head/for the love of gawd somebody please save me” post. The baby has been sick with virus’ since day one of daycare. And so have I. Me, the…

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type with pride

Loving this animated Gilbert typeface from Animography. You can download the static Gilbert font (free!) from Type with Pride. The animated font is also free, if you’re into Adobe After Effects (you so fancy!) Hasn’t it been the shortest longest year ever? Lately, my anxiety is at level 8 or 9.  Feeling overwhelmed by the…

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new digs

Almost completely moved in to the new place (did I mention I’m moved/moving?). There are boxes everywhere and lots of things need to be done, but I’m damn tired and doing my best. Which is all you can do, right? 2017 drained my energy and I’m running on empty. The internet trolls, the hypocrites, the…

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an impeccable sadness

Struggling a bit lately. I need to be honest because not admitting I’m feeling wobbly means staying stuck. I’m angry with myself, overthinking, overly critical, unsure about how best to push through so I’m taking things a day at a time, sometimes half a day. I’m frustrated and tired. “Depression is an impeccable sadness.” I…

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